Hari ini ke JHCC.. pagi2 buta uda bangunnn buat mam indomi dulu sblom kerja rodi dimulai =D
Pgihnya macettt… terkantuk2 dijlaan….
Same di JHCC pun ternyata ga ngapa2in.. cuma duduk2, jalan2, bengong,… nungguin jam mobil jemputan dateng.
Bingung juga krn ga ada brifing ato apalah….
Ga kaya bsk ada acara besar =p
Then.. bete nungguin ga jelas.. akhirnya diputuskan utk plg bersama tmen2 yg emg bete juga dan mo pulang bareng….
Pulang deh sampe kos… siap2 buat bsk bangun pagi lage…
Ga tau deh bsok lustrum gimana jadinya =p, heuheuheue….

Happy Valentine Everyone…

Dear D….
Today i’m so happy ^_^.
i had a perfect dinner with my crush =) hehhee….
Seneng deh pokoknya hari ini ^_^
Walo awalnya agak bimbang mo pgi trus sdikit khawatir kalo2 ga berjalan lancar =p
Tapi akhirnya fine2 aja.. walo diakhiri dengan sdikit kecerobohan =)
Akhirnya gw kasi juga coklat.. but i decide not to say anything to him.
I just made a valentine card for him.. but i just write nothing ’bout my feeling to him =)
And i guess i need more time, need to wait next event to tell him the truth.
Well i’m really excited today =) hehhee..
Happy Valentine everyone =)

Finally i can smile =)

Today i’m so happy ^_^
Perasaan blom pernah ya gw nulis blog yg isinya hepi2 =p ehehhe…
Maklum deh belakangan cuacanya mendung terus.. dan baru hari ini melihat matahari bersinar kembali =)
Yah akhirnya gw bisa menerima hasil yang gw dapet dengan lapang dada… setelah 2 hari gw merenungkan kenapa kenapa dan kenapa.. Hehehe…
Jadi hari ini gw bisa mulai dengan senyum ^_^ hari2 yang cerah kembali menghiasi =p hehehe…
Then i think i decide something crazy =p. i have d ‘X’ project.
I dunno it will gonna work or not.. and actually i don’t really ready to do that. but nevermind, i’ll give it a try…
At least i’ve tried, even i’ll fail.hee hee.. >:) *sounds so cunning huh?*
Well i’m so excited! Can’t wait until the next monday.. =)
Wew.. yesterday i can’t stop crying.. but today i can stop smiling >:) hehehhe…. Crazy huh?
Smoga hari2 gw kedepan cerah selalu =)
Cheers…

Let the wind blows away the dark clouds above me…

Today is my judgement day…
Today i was so sad… I only got “B” *the big B*
“Big B” is b. I want that “a”.

I still don’t believe that the judges give me B only because the first group’s thesis is thicker than ours… Huaaaaaaaa…. The other judges has a different opinion. they think that is not good for thesis that is so thick. The first group has no boundary. Then i think.. the judges should not compare to the other groups. Each group has a different business problem and ofcourse has a different solving. Then you can’t say this group is better because they has no boundary of their thesis.
Then that group is worse because they don’t make as complete as this group.
That’s not objective! Pleaseee ….
Actually… the thickest thesis got “A”, me.. the middle got “B”, and the last group, the thinest thesis got “C”
I don’t believe our hardworker for 6 months is judged only by the page number!

Then i asked to the judges…

Me : “my “B” ,how many points more does it need to be “a”?”
The judges : “a little more, just a little…”
Me : “Why don’t you give me to be an “A”? That you just need add me a little points more?” huhuhu….

He couldn’t do that… because the mark has been writen cannot be changed anymore…
Then i asked again..

Me : “what about my friends’ mark? They also got “B”… how many points the difference with mine?”
The judges : “We know that you’ve mastered more than your friends, but their marks are in the same range with you… “

For example.. maybe you got 84 (i need 85 points to get “A”), then they got 76. (75 is the lowest point to get “B”).

The judges : “B” is not bad at all, it’s good enough!”

Me : “…”(Yea… for you… not for me, you don’t know the sacrifice i have done for this 6 months)

I guess i should get more than “B” for that i’ve done….
But i think… by this condition.. i can find the other treasure..
Yet i can see my friends beside me. They who know about my dissapointment and my sadness. They accompany me to face the reallity. They who understand me.. and they do not laugh (the others laugh because they are very happy got “B”) I am not! I even crying! How can they laugh above me.
they do nothing.. so i think maybe they should give thank for that “B”.
But i’m not!
My mom said to me “it’s ok laa… nevermind with the mark. The important thing is you get the knowledges and they don’t.”
I give thank also to The Lord who allows this condition happens to me.
For You have opened my eyes to see what the true friends are for and who my true friends are.
Thank also for my “true friends” for your encouraging, your prayer and your support. I’m very appreciate those all.

Let the wind blows away the dark clouds above me…

sidang2

Wew… a day left until my judgmentday…
Can’t wait until tomollow =p
Hehhehe…. excited? Yeahh… a little bit excited ^_^
Today i still walk to syahdan to borrow comics.. , think something funny bout tomorrow… , and have a chit chat…
My heart is beating faster and my hands are getting wet ^_^’
I’m nervous!