Let the wind blows away the dark clouds above me…

Today is my judgement day…
Today i was so sad… I only got “B” *the big B*
“Big B” is b. I want that “a”.

I still don’t believe that the judges give me B only because the first group’s thesis is thicker than ours… Huaaaaaaaa…. The other judges has a different opinion. they think that is not good for thesis that is so thick. The first group has no boundary. Then i think.. the judges should not compare to the other groups. Each group has a different business problem and ofcourse has a different solving. Then you can’t say this group is better because they has no boundary of their thesis.
Then that group is worse because they don’t make as complete as this group.
That’s not objective! Pleaseee ….
Actually… the thickest thesis got “A”, me.. the middle got “B”, and the last group, the thinest thesis got “C”
I don’t believe our hardworker for 6 months is judged only by the page number!

Then i asked to the judges…

Me : “my “B” ,how many points more does it need to be “a”?”
The judges : “a little more, just a little…”
Me : “Why don’t you give me to be an “A”? That you just need add me a little points more?” huhuhu….

He couldn’t do that… because the mark has been writen cannot be changed anymore…
Then i asked again..

Me : “what about my friends’ mark? They also got “B”… how many points the difference with mine?”
The judges : “We know that you’ve mastered more than your friends, but their marks are in the same range with you… “

For example.. maybe you got 84 (i need 85 points to get “A”), then they got 76. (75 is the lowest point to get “B”).

The judges : “B” is not bad at all, it’s good enough!”

Me : “…”(Yea… for you… not for me, you don’t know the sacrifice i have done for this 6 months)

I guess i should get more than “B” for that i’ve done….
But i think… by this condition.. i can find the other treasure..
Yet i can see my friends beside me. They who know about my dissapointment and my sadness. They accompany me to face the reallity. They who understand me.. and they do not laugh (the others laugh because they are very happy got “B”) I am not! I even crying! How can they laugh above me.
they do nothing.. so i think maybe they should give thank for that “B”.
But i’m not!
My mom said to me “it’s ok laa… nevermind with the mark. The important thing is you get the knowledges and they don’t.”
I give thank also to The Lord who allows this condition happens to me.
For You have opened my eyes to see what the true friends are for and who my true friends are.
Thank also for my “true friends” for your encouraging, your prayer and your support. I’m very appreciate those all.

Let the wind blows away the dark clouds above me…