street evax

Today i go to church… we have a street evax ^^
Vonny n I went together to approach indonesian ppl @ orchard rd. We suddenly heard 2 girls spoke indonesian.
Then i asked Vonny to sit near them and listen to them.
They really spoke indonesian, so i asked them ‘dari indo juga ya?’
They said ‘iya’. Mrk dari jakarta… dan kita ngobrol2 gt…
Namanya kl ga salah Puteri, Rina ama Nicky…
Puteri ama Rina juga lagi ketemu pas itu ama Nicky…
and we invited them to join mooncake festival next week.
But they said that they will contact us later… bcoz they want to go to chinatown to see firework next week.
They love to drink and go to pub. I guess they will be shocked if they come 4 our mooncake festival =p
Yeaa.. but not bad to try huh?

Today my senior has come back from China.. so we start discuss again about my program ^^ I almost done… but there is few bugs show up again! ~_~ oh no!
But it’s ok! At least next Monday i have something to do =p hehe…
One of my colleagues said that my senior is like my ‘ta ke’ (older brother) Yea… maybe… actually bcoz he is older than me then i rather consider him as elder brother than my boss =p
But it’s very nice to discuss with him.
I feel comfortable and enjoy… maybe because we came from the same country.

Yesterday i activated my XL card =).
So my friends in Indo should be happy now… bcoz they can reply my sms often and FREE!
But if i want to sms them i MUST pay! Huhuhuh… poor me….
But it’s ok, at least i can keep contact with my friends… ^^
So please send me sms-es =p. I would love to read your msgs.. but i don’t promise that i will always reply your sms-es….
hehheee…..
Next time i’ll write about my colleagues…. Let me collect the puzzle first… ^^
Cya!

kifuji aya’s poem

The other side of suffering

Everyone fells pain
but surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive
Even with sports, studying or other ordeals
With life, it’s like that for everyone
If we can beat the pain, on the other side,
a rainbow of happiness awaits us
That will definitely become a treasure
Let’s believe in that

Step by step

When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where I can do the best I
can
From now’on, I’ll deliberate slowly
I won’t be impatient
I won’t be greedy
I won’t give up
Because everyone takes things step by step

If I were a flower, then now I’d be a bud
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without
any regrets

Deep inside my heart I have mother who always
believes in me
From now onwards as well, please continue to
look after me. I’m sorry to have troubled you so
much.

Why did this disease choose me?
I cannot carry it, if it’s just for the word “fate”

I want to build a time machine and revisit the past
I it weren’t for this disease, I might even be in love
I want to cling to someone’s arm so badly

I really don’t want to say this such as ” I want to
go back to how things were before”
I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue
to live on

Even if it’s like that, I still want to stay here
Because this is the place where I am

If I look up at the sky after falling down
the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly
and smiles at me… I am alive

The sound “ma” “wa” “ba” and “n” have become
hard to pronounce.
I can only breathe out air instead of saying it
so I can’t communicate with each others
Recently, I have been talking to myself a lot
I didn’t like it before, but to practice pronouncing, I
have been to do it. I will not give up on speeking

Reality is too cruel, too brutal
I don’t even have the right to dream
As I think about the future, the tears will come out
again

from 1 litre tear movie

May 23rd, 1988 12:55am. Kifuji Aya 25 years old
lay asleep forever. Surrounded by flowers, she
passed away

..killing time..

Hari ini pagi2 uda hujan…
Turun dari kondo… liat langit kok gelep yah?
Terpaksa dech naek lagi buat ngambil payung (ketinggalan).
Dan ternyata emang bner hujan… tapi hujannya pas gw uda duduk di dlm bus.
Jadinya payungnya agak ga kepake sih… =p
tapi gpp dech… males lipet2nya n keringinnya =)

Berasa uda dinginnnn bgt pagi2…
tapi tyt d kantor ga sdingin biasanya.. hoho…
krn pagi2 uda hujan, jd acnya dikecilin kali ya…
Hari ini seperti biasa testing aplikasi lagi di device.
Kebetulan colleague gw kaga masuk jd gw bisa monopoli lagi komputernya =p

Masih ada 2 function yg lom bisa…
# function buat ngeprint invoice
# function buat synchronize database ama database migration.
dari pocket database – desktop database – server
Huhuhu,…
Dari pocket ga bisa langsung masukin k server.. krn beda DBMS.
gimana ya bisa menyingkat prosesnya?
Dibagian itu masih lom bisa… =,(
Duh gimana donk? Ada yg bisa ga?
Bantuin gw donk… T_T

Sekarang baru jem [15.15]
Masih 2 jem 15 menit lagi baru pulang.
Mo ngapain uda butek.
Uda donload themes, uda buka2 forum, uda email2…
uda chatting…
uda abis yg mo dikerjain.
Nge-blog dech akhirnya. =p

Pengen donload mp3 sih… tapi takut….
takut ketangkep polisi.hehehe…
dsini kl donload2 gitu serem.
Soalnya ada 3rd degreenya temennya sodara gw…
Jadi kl di frenster namanya uda extended network =p, itu ketangkep pas dia donload2 lagu gt…
Trus suru bayar denda $1000 atau gimana gitu…. Wew #_# syereme…

Sebenernya bbrp hr yg lalu ada kejadian yg menyebalkan…
Inget pun jadi sebel. Mo ditulis ga ya? -_-’
Ceritanya itu, gw iseng2 chat ama satu org, sengaja gw mo bikin marah ni org.
Soalnya gw mo tau ni org tu sbnernya kaya apa.
Dannnnnn sodara2, kesan awal yg gw tangkep ttg org ini tyt SALAH!
* orgnya ga SEBAIK yg dibilang temen gw…
* orgnya ga seGENTLE yg dia tunjukkan.
* orgnya kl salah, ga mo ngaku salah
* ga mo ngalahan kl ama ce.(mlh bilang ‘tar bisa jd budak ce!’)
* too childish
* suka ngejelek2 in orang laen (ngejelek2in roommate gw.. ama temen gw yg uda blg dia baek)
* pendendam (nginget2 kesalahan org ampe detil bgt walo uda lama berlalu)
* suka sok tau (‘km pasti pake kartu xx ya’) -> es teh bgt sih
* suka ngeyel…
* ga mo dikritik
* ga tau bedanya gentleman ama budak cewek
* ember…
* … dan masih byk lagi yg ga mungkin gw sebut satu2 krn kl inget bikin gw makin sebel aja.
Dan gw sempat bilang ‘nyesel sih uda kenal ama dia ‘
Sebenernya gw mo bilang, ‘nyesel uda percaya ama dia’ =p (*salah kata*)
tapi uda males ngejelasinnya lagi. biarin dech…

Yang tadinya awal2 gw smpat bingung mana yg harus gw percaya,dia atau roommate gw….
sekarang i can decide… hohoho….
Walo gw juga keras kepala, tapi plg ga masih nge logika lah..
Kl mang gw tau salah ya ga akan ngotot…
Haiyo… pantesan aja dia kaga punya tmen cewek. Terang aja kaya gitu mana ada ce yg mo dkt ama dia… heuheuee…

[15.26] <— Ya ampun baru jalan 11 menit…
Duh waktu serasa lambat sekali berjalan… V_V

Only Human

Haiyohhhh i just typed my fav song’s lyrics and when i published it… it cropped! T_T d*mn!
So here i write again.. becoz i really like this song ^_^ hehe…
The title is Only Human, by K.
It’s a japanese song… ost 1 Litre of Tears. Very sad movie… =,(.

kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
nani ga bokura wo matteru?

nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
ima wa mae he susume

kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
boku wa mada sagashite iru
kisetsu hazure no himawari

kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
kodku ni mo nareta nara
tsuki akari tayori ni
hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
motto mae he susume

amagumo ga kireta nara
nureta michi kagayaku
yami dake ga oshiete kureru
tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
tsuyoku mae he susume

—————————-
*translation*

on the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
but before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

in order to chase our dreams,
we can’t have a reason to run away
we’ve got to go,
to that far away summer’s day

if we find it tomorrow,
we can’t sigh
because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to wak straight on
in a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

the warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails,
his tears glitter an fall
even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
we have to fly away with featherless wing
just go forward, just a little further

as the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
although it brings only darkness
a powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

how to make a woman happy

It’s not difficult to make a woman happy.
A man only needs to be:

1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable43. passionate
44. compassionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

51. give her lots of attention, but expect littleyourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying ’boutwhere she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

54. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes

AND…HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY:

1. Show up naked
2. Bring food

just that….!! =p

HapPy Day!

Hari ini akhirnya bisa implementasiin aplikasi yg gw bikin di devicenya… setelah berhari2 i try to connect my PC to that (damn) device dan hasilnya nihil. Baru hari ini bisa nyambung (akhirnyaaaa!!!!!) setelah menyabotase komputer colleagues gw tanpa ngomong ama yg punya… =p
Sorry to Francis… hehehe… i use ur computer without asking ur permission… but i’ve told Benny.
Heuheuehe….So… how’s my application? Yep, it can work lah! How dare u guess it cannot work? Eh? U don’t guess…? Ok2… ^_^

I need to fix the bug again next Monday… (why there are alwys bugs!).
Die bugs! Die! I’m gonna spray u =p

Today i wake up late….
My alarm rings at 6.00 am this morning, but i snooze it… n sleep again until 6.50 am!!!!
My bus comes at 7.15. I just have 25 minutes to get ready… can u wonder how?
I need to skip my breakfast =,(. Not really skip my breakfast… i should bring it to office n have breakfast there. =D

Today i’m happy….Finally (yesterday) i bought a nu cellphone .^_^. with promotion price.
Nokia 6280, only $99 @ singtel =p.

Finally i’ve decided which church i’m gonna commit my self to…
I’ve decided to commit @ Hope of Singapore ^_^
Well, i hope i can grow here… pray 4 me pls? =)

nu vision eh?

Beberapa hari ini sempat mereview ulang visi yang selama ini gw punya….
Karena kayanya perlu direvisi lagi visinya, mengingat bberapa uda tercapai…
Ummm visi gw yg uda tercapai itu yah.. yg gw uda berhasil keluar dari INDO. wekekkee… dan mendarat di singapura dengan selamat.=p dan bisa bekerja disana…

What will i do next?
Hmmm… well…
I think…
# i wanna take mandarin course (after my probation time)
In my office now ppl speak in Mandarin.. and i’m the only one who doesn’t understand T_T!Huhuhuhuh.. so sad! >_<
# i wanna take master program majoring in business administration or business management???? ( @ my 2nd year working)
# i wanna be a manager.IT manager i guess.. what else i can be?huh! ( i hope i can reach it in 3 years ) =>

after 3 years in Singapore… what will i do next?
Hmmm… let me see…
# find some1 to marry me ^_^ LOL
(Hey,I guess i should have one that year… i’ll be 26 u know.. time to think seriously about marriage =p)
# still i want to study? I dunno… but just add to my vision…
# go to another country? europe? america?

well… after 3 years i’ll review again my vision…
whether i’ll settle in singapore or move to another country…
so many things to learn now…
.^_^.

i’m a newbie

Hari ini di kantor ada orang baru…
Hmmm ga bisa disebut org baru sih, soalnya dia kerja di sini duluan drpd gw.. cuman dia beda lokasi…
tapi hari ini dia ngantor di sini =p

Ntah knapa ya kl ama org baru tu ngerasa ga nyaman…
ga tau yah…
ga bisa enjoy aja.. bkn berarti orgnya gimana sih…
keliatannya sih baek… orgnya agak bawel.. ramah sih keliatannya.. tapi gw ngerasa ga nyaman aja ama dia..

mungkin karena gw ga ngerti apa yg dia omongin kali ya?
huhuhu sedihnya gw….
huhuhu gw agak kesulitan nih dlm hal komunikasi =p
dalam hal ini gw jadi pemalu bgt… huhuhu… >_<

satu jem…

coret-coret di waktu luang…
detik2 menjelang jam pulang…
…
…
uda nganggur…
ga tau mo ngapain lagi…
kerjaan hari ini uda habis sih…
nungguin serial port…
…
…
masih sejam lagi ampe jam pulang…
ngapain ya enaknya?
iseng2 update blog…
tapi kaga ada ide yg bisa ditulis…
hmm…
…
…
nungguin sejam kok lama amat ya?
brrr.. dinginnyaa…
…
tik…tok.. tik.. tok…

paintball

Today i go to play paintball…
Aslinya uda males bgt mo bangun n mo pgi ngebayangin sakitnya tar kl kena tembak… =p. Tapi setelah dipikir2 daripada dirumah aja, akhrinya pergi juga.. Sampe di Yishun jam 11.30 an… kepagian 30 menit.
Trus yah beli minum bli snack dulu baru nungguin yg laen…Maennya paintball lumayan seru sih… seneng juga walo sakit kena tembak 3 kali =p
Dua di tangan kanan n kiri, satu di kaki… huhuhu merah2 n biru2… =p tapi fun lah ^_^

Kita maennya ber 24 orang.. maen 2 game per kelompok (5 klompok).
Satu game ada 2 round.Cara maennya sih lumayan gampang… harus jatuhin 2 sasaran tembak punya lawan, dan ambil kotak ke base camp tanpa tertembak. kl kena tembak harus pergi ke tenda medis dulu baru boleh maen lagi…
Tadinya sih kirain maennya tu saling tembak ama musuh gitu… hehhe….tapi tadi jg nembakin lawan gt.. cm ga bole slg mendekat.
Org ketembak dr jarak jauh aja sakit, apa lagi kl dr jarak deket ya…
Pengalaman baru yang unik =p
Sayangnya MAHAL! Kita ber 24 maennya habis 5000 peluru =(Hiks.. gitu aja msh kurang lhoh pelurunya =pUda habis duit banyak hari ini… =(

Pulang maen paintball uda sakit2.. Besok pagi2 harus bangun lagi kerja lagi… huhuhuhu….