To forget some1 i love i need someone else

To forget some1 i love i need someone else to help me…
I need some1 i can care for… than some1 can takecare of me..

My friend told me to make a criteria of my dream boyfriend.
Then i think… i never made it b4.
but i always know what i want.
Then.. if i make criterias of my ideal one… will i get like what i want?
So just flow by the wind ^_^
But i want to write some here….
*trust the same God
*has vision in his life…
*more mature not childish..
*wiser
*taller than me
*can understand me
*can take control of me (a bit difficult)
*i can accept him whatever he is.
Not very difficult rite? so simple =p

I think my heart has decided to whom it belongs…
My other friend ever asked me… do u ever figure if he is not for u?
Then i think… i guess i have no other person to love..
I just want him at this moment….
hehehe… i dunno what will happen next…
if i can find some1 else that can change my heart?

Ai2.. my new shepherd told me that i will know who is the one for me..
In my heart i mumble that i already know that he is the one leh… but in fact, i’m not the one for him T_T or not yet be the one… ^_^

Well no need to worry now… i still have a very long journey to go…
just wait the rite time… then i’ll know for sure.

rainy days

current book read: Sams teach yourself Java 2 in 21 Days.
current song heard: Christian Bautista – Hands to heaven.
current mood: dizzy @_@, cold… brrr….

Today is raining again…
I think these recent days always rain… *sigh*
I don’t really like rainy day…
coz it will make me lazy to go anywhere.
Should bring umbrella loh…
I always bring umbrella in my bag.. but i seldom use it.
*lazy lazy girl*

Then my colleague said ‘Then u find bf lor to hold the umbrealla 4 u’
Hahah… LOL.

But i also give thanx to God who send this rain.
coz of d rain, there is no choking haze anymore… ^_^

Talk about the haze…
I also want to blame Indonesian… specially Dayak tribe..
But cannot…
Dayak tribe is a primitive tribe in Borneo.
They usually move from one place to another place after harvest time by opening forrest.
They are un-educated people. So maybe they cannot think abt the risk of burned forrest.
Actually Dayak is a bit scary tribe in Borneo.
They have ever had tribe war between Dayak and Madura tribe.
They kill Maduran..
I think government cannot do anything leh..
Some ppl said the burned forest is caused by some company there…
some other said is caused by Dayak tribe.
Dunno which one is d truth..

-end-

IceOnMe

Last Monday i went ice skating with friends.
This is my 3rd outing with them.
I prefer to call colleagues as friends. I don’t know why.. but sounds nicer ^_^

Actually i don’t really like to play ice skating. Coz i keep falling n falling if i don’t hold on something or someone.
Then the 5 of us all cannot play well.
I just want to watch… but finally Juliana approached me very well…
Actually there was only 1 person very keen to play.
Then at least i’m not the worst player ^_^ hihi…
But i’m a bad learner. I’m easily to give up, and get bored soon.

So… last monday i fell once. And because of that i feel pain on my toe. @_@
cannot continue playing.
So i take rest and watch others playing…

I also dont forget to take pics again ^^.
But i didn’t take photo with all of em.
Next time must take photo again…

I dunno why i like taking pics with others…
I don’t like to take pic alone. Hikz…
Here are some pics…
Oh… i remember i promise i will post my first bowling score… very embarassing score… T_T
Here is my score: M for Me…

Colour Everywhere

Here is my another favourite song by Christian Bautista.
I like this melody.. but i don’t really care about the lyrics.
This melody is really nice to hear….

Colour Everywhere

used to seeing black and white
never really in between
waiting for the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never really blues or green

needed someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn to see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there’s colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there’s colour everywhere
everywhere

my life is so predictable
never any mystery
but ever since you shined the light
all of that was history
now i have a hand to hold
and a reason to believe
there’s someone in my life worth living for
i was hanging around just wishing on a star
to put the happines back in my heart and…

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there’s colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there’s colour everywhere
oh yeah…

you care and now there’s colour everywhere

left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they’re just a fading memory
coz baby it’s all so clear to see
the beauty that is waiting there for me

you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there’s colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there’s colour everywhere
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there’s colour everywhere

you came along to show you care
and now there’s colour everywhere

After i read this lyrics… i think my life is not similar like this song.
My life is a bit unpredictable…
My friends usually cannot predict me… but ofcourse i can predict my self ^_^

favourite song/singer

talking about my favourite song/singer…
I don’t have any until few days ago my colleagues forced me to have one…
So i start searching in youtube which can be my favourite one…
And then finally i decide Christian Bautista as my favourite singer. He is nice… His songs are nice too…
One of his songs that i like most is “The way you look at me”

Here is d lyrics:
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word

CHORUS
‘Cause there’s somethin’ in the way you look at me
It’s as if my heart knows you’re the missing piece
You make me believe that there’s nothing in this world I can’t be
I never know what you see
But there’s somethin’ in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It’ll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I’d like to stop the clock, make time stands still
‘Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

[Repeat CHORUS]

BRIDGE
I don’t know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

[Repeat CHORUS]

The way you look at me

4 new experiences in 2 days

These past few days i had a lot of fun with my colleagues..
Last Friday we went to Taman Jurong to play bowling.
That was my first time playing bowling.
That was much fun .^_^. although i cannot play well.. but i learn… =p. My score was not going worse and worse…
Later i show u my score… ^_^. Only my first score k? =p

After bowling we went to Lakeside and prawning.
I can catch 5 prawns…
First i got bored. But after i can catch one.. i got more excited ^_^.
Although i don’t like to eat prawn… i like to prawning =p
I don’t like eat prawn becoz i need to put off their skin first… very difficult for me… =(
Hehehe….
*Horay my first prawn **Kim Liong n Teck Li cooked the prawns**Total we had 17 prawns in 3 hrs** Francis n Juliana watched from aside*
Me?
I was busy taking pictures… heheh..

Then last saturday.. we planned to go ice skating.
But it was very crowded one… so we thought we won’t be able to walk…
So.. we changed plan to play pool and went to karaoke…
I don’t like singing… =(
I even don’t have any favourite song or singer…
Then i just listened to them… *they were singing mandarin song* I cannot follow, coz i cannot read Mandarin alphabet =[

In 2 days i have 4 new experiences… Waww…
Then today we plan to go play ice skating… huhuhuh….
I think i also don’t like it. Coz i’m afraid to fall. =(
I even cannot stand in balance on ice. I don’t wanna go huh..

Fun with foot and mouth

Here it’s me again…
I’m waiting for my program being corrected so i have time to write blog…

Hmmm what to tell ya?
Maybe i’ll tell ya about last saturday.
I went on game ‘Fun with foot and mouth’.
This game was about solving puzzle.. (we would know where to go and what to eat after solving that puzzle).
Then we should go to that place.. bought the food, ate the food together with group members then..
Bonus Area:
>>Take a photo with all your team members in front of the stall (10 points)
>>Take photo with a customer eating the food from the stall with at least one team member (10 points)
>>Take a photo with a Foreigner with at least 1 team member in front of the stall (10 points)
>>Take photo with stall owner (10 points)
>>Reach end point before 2030pm ( 10 points)
>>Take a funny/Groovy/artistic group shot (additional 10 points) in front of the stall.
So the more you take picture the more bonus you can earn.

Then our group members were:
*) Florence (the leader)
*) Serene
*) Mayhoong
*) Ai2
*) Me
*) Febby
*) Chenny
# poorly, febby and chenny couldn’t join us # so we had…
*) Sharmaine (committee) to accompany us ^_^
(but we didn’t cheat although Sharmain had the puzzle’s answer)

First we decided to go to the furthest place (Tampines).
The first puzzle was ‘Fish paste stuffed into vegetables, dried dau kee and fish balls.’ Hoohoho… Yong Tau Foo
We would eat Yong Tau Foo … This was my first time eating it. Yummy… ^_^



Mayhoong take a photo of us..
I take Florence’s pic with customer eating the same food (earn 10 pts bonus) =p

Then we go to our next place… @ NTUC Food Court…
The puzzle says ‘Flat cake with unborn chicken’. That means
Pancake with Egg. The stall name is Ah Long Pancake.
I order Cheese & Chicken Hot Dog.. looks like pizza…
This cake is very cheap and yummmyyyy…. ^_^
I took Ai2 photo with the owner… the auntie said so many ppl wanna take photo with her today.. if she knew.. she wants to wear makeup first =p

Then we go to game point @ East Coast Lagoon…
Here the puzzle says… ‘Yummy white balls of tissue paper soaked in ikan bilis soup’… >>> Wanton Mee.

I took Serene’s photo with d owner.. The auntie said she’s embarrased to take photow coz she is not pretty… =p

After eating wanton mee… we play a game…
The game is about guessing what our friend draw..
Mayhoong draws for us, but we cannot guess 5 questions.
So there is a lil punishment for us.
Ai2, Florence, and me accepted d punishment.
We should blow a plate of powder… to take the POLO candy.
Fiewww… all my blouse was covered with powder. =p
But it was fun =D
(Me covered with powder…)
then we should go to the last point… 100 Victoria Street (S) 188064 (next to Bras Basah Complex).
We walked around 45 minutes to find a bus stop. (i guess we walked to the wrong way…)
Then we took a bus to Bras Basah. First we took number 13, then we change to number 48 =p. It took 30 minutes to National Library.

Actually there were 15 places.. but we could just go to 3 places…
Okay lah.. next time maybe we can go to the other places =p
We thought we were the last group… but Suryani’s group arrived after us. ^^
We listened to the briefing again then take the last pic… then went home…
Ah before we went home.. we celebrated Jorry’s birthday!
Our planning was to make him cries.. but he did not.
Ok… the game was over =p

my air-con is dead!

Here i cannot sleep tonite.. coz the air con is dead =(
Huhuhu so hot huh…
Well finally i decide to write blog loh…

I just remember one of my colleagues. He sits in front of my desk. Well no need to mention his name lah.
I think at the beginning he was very friendly and kind.
But these days i don’t know what happen with him, why he suddenly became very cold to me.. Did i do something wrong?
Let me review…

Ok… maybe i don’t talk to him to much… but that doesn’t mean i don’t like him.
I just have problem speaking and lack of vocabulary and also so many grammars error.
Next… maybe he thinks i am annoying? I dunno either…
Well few days ago he had throat-sick, then i bought him strepsils.
But what he did is he PAY back for those strepsils.
I couldn’t imagine what he was thinking about. Hey, i just try to be nice to him and a lil bit more caring instead of talking to him.
At that moment i want to cry. Haiyohh….

These days also i feel like i am more sensitive.
I can cry easily. Usually i don’t cry.
I feel something weird. I feel like i am not i was before.
I become very weak. I’m tired about my job. Coding everyday… change coding, recoding, recompile, redesign database… looping forever.. =,(
But i still have excitement to my job, remembering this is my first job.
I’m still curious of many things.

I miss my friends.. my family..
I miss them a lot. * time to feel homesick *
I miss their support, their caring, their habits, miss them all.
I wish i can bring them here together with me ^_^ hahah.

@ today’s caregroup i realize one thing that i cannot blow baloon.
I never tried it before. So i am quite shock.
Because of that i was punished. I need to tell others my hope for our indo care group. I cannot think. Hohoho. So i give ‘em a standard answer.
I think enough for tonite… I feel sleepy already.
Gd nite ^_^

fountain of wealth

Yesterday i went to Fountain of Wealth under Suntec City ^^ with my mom, my youngest brother Alex, and Nana.I try to touch the water and make wish wishes ^_^
Here is my youngest brother, Alex and my beloved Mom =)
We really had fun yesterday.. First wewent to esplanade to watch Merlion ^_^
We felt hungry then my mom suggested to go to Suntec to eat n 2 watch fountain… (i never been there before…)
So from Esplanade we walked to Suntec… *quite far loh…* We became very hungry then we had 2 round dinner @… *i forgot the restourant’s name* It was a japanese restourant i guess… ^^

Unfortunatelly, our pics at Esplanade can not be posted here… Becoz it’s very dark.. n my camera cannot be used =(.
Huhuhuh…. I don’t know how to set my camera. I’ve used night mode.. but it was still very dark =( =*
Oh we also take photos @ Esplanade artworks exhibition… Very nice artwork.. ^_^ *two thumbs for them*
I havent transfered the pics yet… ^_^

Last nite is d last day my mom n Alex visited Singapore.
Today they should go back to KL. Becoz my brother is going to study there… He should prepare anything.
Hikz… I hope we can enjoy more time togethere in Singapore… But i only have time after works. =(
It’s ok, at least we had fun together… ^_^

sleepy…

Almost everyday i feel sleepy -_-
If there is no duty to do, then i feel sleepy.
I don’t like become idle =(
Not to fall asleep i write this blog =p
Well, let’s see what am i going to write here today… hmmm.. i don’t have any idea rite now *_*

Because i’m not in d mood to ‘ngemeng’ then..
Okay.. let me tell you about the situation of my office..
My colleagues sit in front of me and behind me in a line. There is none sit beside me ^^.
This position makes me difficult to chat with ‘em. Not quite difficult lah.. I just can turn around my head n talk with one of ‘em.
I can hear keyboard typed by other department.
Next to my left is finance department which is a group of ladies.
But i cannot see ‘em from the chair i sit coz there is a partition between us.
Next to my right is server room and IT manager’s room.

Then my desk…
My desk is quite empty. Only 1 LCD, 1 CPU, 1 keyboard, 1 mouse, 1 phone basically exist. Hohoh… Then i usually put my ‘tiny’ mug, my water bottle, my book n cellphone.
Compared to my colleagues’ desk, mine is very ‘empty’.
Usually they have 2 CPUs, 2 monitors, 2 keyboards, 2 mouses, 1 phone (or 2 phones) and so many other things on their desk. Very crowded ^_^
Their phone almost rings every 5 minutes.
Mine? Never! hoho… becoz i unplug the cable.
My other colleague uses my line to check something.

My project is already done.. now i’m waiting for my supervisor to check my job. But he is rather busy until now. He is going to give me another duty, but he has not sent me email yet. So i’m googling by myself instead waiting of him.
Now i’m reading about Microsoft Dynamics AX (formerly called AXAPTA). I still cannot understand about it.

Just now my supervisor is going home becoz of migraine. What should i do? No presentation? No module to learn? Then he told me ‘ u go on meeting on 12 ‘ Oh no!
But don’t really care =p. Just flow with the river.. heheheh…

Just now i also feel rejected because my colleague doesn’t want accept my kindness huhuhu…
i want to cry T_T

Enough dech… I’m not sleepy anymore.. =p
Cya next time!