chinese lesson

Today i start my first chinese lesson.
I was very excited!

But…
Few hours after the lesson…
I want to give up.

For me it’s easier to learn another new programming language, than learn chinese.
First i learn how to pronounce the finals and the fows.. and then learn about the 5 tones.

The class is nice and the teacher is good oso..
I hope i can pass until the 10th lesson. Hix.

Very tired today.

think think and think

This time i need to think a lot.
Someone said it’s a fool if u let your feeling kick your logic.
Then i decide to take time to think and consider about my life, so that he doesn’t call me a fool.
What a pity.

What i need to think is about:
my future, my vision, my plan, my dreams.
Yes i have lot in my mind rite now.
Like i ever mentioned last time.
I wanna study further more, take a postgraduate…
but i still dunno when i can accomplished it.
Then i must think where i want to stay.
At least for next 2 years i have to stay in Singapore and work hard. Why?
Because i support my brother’s college fee.

What i’m going to do after 2 years?
Find a guy to marry me! Hahah!
Actually i’m ready to be in relationship with someone, then some more i have found the candidate.
That one is a good news.
But he has to stay in Indonesia because his responsibility to his family.
I need to think whether i want to stay in Indonesia also if i’m going to be with him.
If i can choose, i wanna stay in Singapore.
But if he is the one, then i’ll follow him lor.
Now the question is, how to know that he is the one?
Easy to answer… “PRAY”, but difficult to be done.

after i found that he is the one, i need to think about what i’m going to do next.
Go back to Indonesia, then work in Jakarta.
What kind of job will i do? With my overseas working experience sure i’ll get job easily with a good start position. Then after that what i’m going to do?
Get married?
What kind of ministry can i do there?
Last time i remember i want to be a marriage counselor. Then what must i study more? What subject?
I want to do mission trips.

I like to teach.
Maybe can i be a teacher?

If he is not the one, i need to find my Mr.Right.
Where can i find one?
I’m tired if i need to find another one.

i’m in love with u

Ah the holiday is end now.
It’s time to go back to ‘earth’, to face reality, to go back to work.
But i was satisfied with this holiday.
At least i can fulfill more than 80% my wishlists for this holiday.

I went to Solo, met my parents and relatives.
Had a good dinner with them. Met my friends.
Made a call as much as i can. =p

Then i could go to Jakarta.
Ah… almost couldn’t go there.
My mum said, if i went to Jakarta only to meet my friends, then no need to go there.
She only permitted me to meet a BF. But poorly i didn’t have any.
Then i sent sms to the one i like. Then he wanted to be my bf for 3 days so i could go to jakarta and met him.
He, as i know, is a strict person.
He won’t do anything that can give ppl a wrong impression.
But i was very surprised with what he said.

Then i went to Jakarta, to meet him. (not only him, oso to meet my other friends). But yes, my main purpose was to meet him.

Then we had a belated valentine’s dinner near beach. a very romantic place. hihi ^_^
He was very gentle and kind.
He oso gave me a valentine’s gift!
Something he won’t do in d past.
Then he accompanied me whereever i want to go.
He oso introduced me to his parents. His mum, and dad are very nice to me.
I was so happy. I wondered if i didn’t need to wake up from this dreaming nite.
He oso wanted to take leave to accompany me the whole day. But i told him no need to take leave,coz i wanted to go girl-shopping. =)

I wonder…
Then when i asked him to take photo together.. he agreed! (Although He hates to take photo… especially only 2 of us, not in a group). But it was an exception that time.
His behavior made me confused but happy.
He amazed me with his magic tricks.
I hoped i could pause the time.
He let me know more about him, about his vision, his desire, his responsibility. Then he oso asked my opinion about his plan for his future.
He let me touch his life, things that he wouldn’t let me before.

Is there any hope for me?
Those made me wanna stay more in Jakarta…

valentine

I want to say “HaPpY VaLeNtInE’s DaY!” to all my blog readers…. (if got someones read my blog) hehehe…

TOday is a special day for couples.
Usually the girls will buy chocolate for their bf, and the boys will buy flowers or something sweet for their gf.

For me Valentine is not really special this year.
Y? of course becoz i dun have BF. *sigh*
Then he is so farrrr away from me. I oso cannot have dinner together with him for this valentine.
Well he said will have a belated valentine’s dinner wif me.

This valentine can save money, coz no need to buy chocolate. =)
My wish for this valentine…. is i hope next Valentine i can celebrate with him.

fortune cookie

Today i eat d fortune cookie from Rose.
I read my fortune, it says that i will have the opportunity to meet someone i ‘ve longed to meet.
Yes, sure, i will go back to Indo, so that i can meet him. =)
Oledi 6 months plus since July’06.

Actually i really miss him, but i dun wanna admit it.
I dun wanna think abt it. That makes me miss him more and more.

I’m so happy can go back and meet him.

things to do.

Things to do before going home:
1. bli dendeng
2. shopping for CNY

Things to do at home:
1. buy spectacles
2. pinjem komik
3. foto ama gez, la, liz,..
4. belated dinner with him.
5. shopping k mangdu
6. bikin list makanan yg mo dimakan slama liburan
7. get a haircut.
8. play playstation
9. ambil buku musik gw
10. reuni ama JLC
11. meet all my beloved friends.

Hope i can fulfill all… ~_~’

comics

Why i am so happy during these days…
because i’m waiting d day until i can go back to my hometown.
Beside i miss my family and my friends, there is activity that i can only do it at my hometown which is reading comics!

Here oso has comics BUT all they are written in chinese.
And too bad i cannot read it. Huks.
So the only way to do my hobby is going back to Indo.
Already few months (6 months) i never touch and read comics, except donal duck (Alex’s and Velly’s). Hehehe…

I almost forget what comics i read last time.
I hope all can finish during my holiday. ^_^