time has wings.

These days really busy.
For workplace oso busy, i need to rush so this week i can finish all the march transaction then can close, so after can cut off for the account system.
I hope i can pass this week as soon as possible.
Then next week oledi april. So fast. I tot oledi new year.. then 3 months pass so fast.
I’m waiting for another holiday, DECEMBER, come quickly. hehe..
But before december i must achieve all my resolution for this year. Yes, i can do it. hehe… Still half way.. slow but sure.
Time flies fast. MAybe because time has wings.

mon-sat

i feel happy… unhappy..
unhappy – because my friend who is you know who’s friend oso told me to find a life partner here.
then i feel a bit worried and wondering why he suddenly told me like tat.
happy – because after i chat with you know who, i get my feeling back. i’m not worried again. hihi.

This coming week… i will be very busy.
Everyday will be busy lor.
Mon – buy things to make decoration for Indo Service.
Tue – got mandarin course
Wed – make deco
Thu – Meet my cousing from Aussie
Fri – Practise keyboard
Sat – Indo Service
Sun – dunno…
Haiz only sunday i have free time.

Hmm dunno wat to write, let me write about myself…. (hehehe everytime oledi write abt myself, but it’s ok la.. so that u can know me better)
I dun like someone force his/her will to me.
I am free.
I cannot commited only to one group.
I have many friends that belong to a different group. Few groups lah. Then i feel difficult to maintain the relationship with them. Then this one group want me give them priority.
Means if their group have activity in d same time, then i should choose this group lor.
Then for me they cannot force me to give them priority. All is my friend. Then i have freewill to choose which one i wanna spend time with.
Correct?
I am quite stubborn haha. None can handle me except him.
Ahh i just like to do what i wanna do. If cannot walk together with others then i dun mind we just walk in our own way lor.
I dun wanna force other to walk in my way, but i hope other dun force me to walk in their way oso.
As long as u r nice, then i oso nice, if you r not nice then i won’t do anything to u. at least i’m not going to harm them la.
Just heck care.

Ahh i hope can pass this week soon.
April please come soon! Actually i’m waiting for July coming soon. haha.
Something will happen. I hope so.

lock my heart

today, a friend asked me.
Why i don’t search my life partner here (in Sg) rather than go bek to Indo.
Then…. I realize it’s difficult for me to open my heart to another man.
Maybe i oledi lock my heart.
Love life is so complicated.

new internet

Yay! Finally can use internet… now not boring anymore to stay at home.
Hihi… not only can read book and watch tv.
These recent days i start to watch tv. Becoz i have nothing to do at home ma. If i have internet, then no need to watch tv. ^_^

Internet is important for me.
Why, coz internet can help me stay connected to my friends. Haha.
Now in office i use a new table.. not new lah, but i move to the front. Then the new guy use my ex-table. wakaka…
I found nothing interesting. So i can’t write anything.

Well, this sat my friends n i organize a bowling competition.
Then the indo service is going to start soon. Next week, and the theme is A new step.
Being in charge to make the backdrop isn’t easy lor. Somemore, troublesome to find the things.
Then still need to draw, to color, etc. Arrgh.
But i feel better than nothing to do. Then still have my keyboard class with ming2.
One week one session practising. I feel no improvement at all.

changing

i’m going to change seat next week.
usually i sit on second row, now i’ll be in the first row.
happy.. unhappy..
lot things happened.
dun have time to write lor.
but i oledi subscribed starhub for internet. next week they will install.
so i can go online everytime i reach home.
then can write a lot of things. haha.
can’t wait until next week

some ppl r not happy with changing environment.
but i’m happy although i’m not changing place.
but i like to see new things. experience new things.

reserved.

a conversation…
Me: i reserve u a place oledi
Him:
Him: so sweet of you and an honour for me
Me: can u reserve back for me?
Him: not yet
Him: i’ll pray for it
Me: when will u pray?
Him: soon
Him: i’m starting to think about it
Him: cause i’m still finding the reason why i’ve to pray for my soulmate
Me: ic

vision

After few days i think hard about vision.
I asked few friends of mine.

Some told me that for girls, don’t need to have a really specific vision.
Why? Because later gilrs will marry and follow their husbands. THen their vision must support and follow their husbands’.

I asked some other female friends.
Some of ‘em have their own vision. But they don’t mind to compromize with their future spouse’s.
Some of ‘em still dunno what is their vision.

Then talk about vision its self.
Vision for me is a direction of life.
Vision is a point in my life that i want to achieve. This point maybe looks impossible to achieve. The vision for me must guide me closer to God.
The vision of mine must not for myself, but for others.
Then after set my vision, i need to set the mission to achieve the vision.
The mission will come with goals.

Then i chatted with one friend, he said, a life is not just about working and career. yes, true. But for me it’s important to know what i am going to do with my life. What i want to be -> this i haven’t found yet.
Let’s say… i look back far in the past. I oledi made a vision.
BUt i just put it somewhere on the shelf and start to forget it.
Now i try to remember it again.
Since i joined church, they taught me to have vision in my life. Then i started to do my church vision which is in Mattew 28:19-20 (NIV)

19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

I have vision to plant churches all over the world. Seems impossible, but it’s ok.
There are so many ways to go on that vision.
All the way i go, all things i do, must lead me closer to that vision.

Then i talked to my shepherd about vision.
I was a bit blur that we can accomodate our vision with our spouse in future.
She said that one is ok, as long as we still can fulfill our own vision and support one another.
But tat doesn’t mean that we must leave our vision and do our spouse’s vision.
It will be great if our vision is on the same way with our spouse’s vision. It is great to have the same vision.
But if we don’t have the same vision, and we still can combine our vision together, then tat one is ok too.

I’ve set my vision and my goals.
What i need to do now is to have a lot communication with him to find out that we can walk together in future.
I need to pray, but i’m a bit afraid.
I’m afraid tat God will give me an answer that i nvr expect.
That’s why i just start to pray. haiz.