After few days i think hard about vision.
I asked few friends of mine.
Some told me that for girls, don’t need to have a really specific vision.
Why? Because later gilrs will marry and follow their husbands. THen their vision must support and follow their husbands’.
I asked some other female friends.
Some of ‘em have their own vision. But they don’t mind to compromize with their future spouse’s.
Some of ‘em still dunno what is their vision.
Then talk about vision its self.
Vision for me is a direction of life.
Vision is a point in my life that i want to achieve. This point maybe looks impossible to achieve. The vision for me must guide me closer to God.
The vision of mine must not for myself, but for others.
Then after set my vision, i need to set the mission to achieve the vision.
The mission will come with goals.
Then i chatted with one friend, he said, a life is not just about working and career. yes, true. But for me it’s important to know what i am going to do with my life. What i want to be -> this i haven’t found yet.
Let’s say… i look back far in the past. I oledi made a vision.
BUt i just put it somewhere on the shelf and start to forget it.
Now i try to remember it again.
Since i joined church, they taught me to have vision in my life. Then i started to do my church vision which is in Mattew 28:19-20 (NIV)
19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.
I have vision to plant churches all over the world. Seems impossible, but it’s ok.
There are so many ways to go on that vision.
All the way i go, all things i do, must lead me closer to that vision.
Then i talked to my shepherd about vision.
I was a bit blur that we can accomodate our vision with our spouse in future.
She said that one is ok, as long as we still can fulfill our own vision and support one another.
But tat doesn’t mean that we must leave our vision and do our spouse’s vision.
It will be great if our vision is on the same way with our spouse’s vision. It is great to have the same vision.
But if we don’t have the same vision, and we still can combine our vision together, then tat one is ok too. 
I’ve set my vision and my goals.
What i need to do now is to have a lot communication with him to find out that we can walk together in future.
I need to pray, but i’m a bit afraid.
I’m afraid tat God will give me an answer that i nvr expect.
That’s why i just start to pray. haiz.
