Leap Year

Today is Leap Year!
Nothing special about this day.. i just feel today as 1st of March.
Well just one day longer in February which i don’t like….
But it’s okay since today is FRIDAY. TGIF!

I’ll meet my friend for farewell dinner later… She is going back for good to Indonesia.
Well the purpose is to settle down there…

I can’t imagine myself go to somewhere i never been before to stay for good.
With no friends around, with new job, new place, new environment.
I don’t know how to adjust if i only have bf. It will be worse if my bf is super busy that don’t have time to accompany me everyday… OMG. I must survive alone.

But i think i still can. Since when i first time came to Singapore i also survive (not really) alone.
I still have relatives and i stayed with them for the first few months. Then i quickly built new friendship with my church friends and started hang out with them. Now i’m quite okay to do everything alone.

I’m at Jurong Island office for the next few days… hope days won’t become weeks. sigh.
Learning a new thing that i don’t really like. Not so easy to understand. The database design keep link here and there. To pull the data you want from one table you need to link to few tables.. yea at least link to 3 tables to reach the table you need. gosh!

I wish i can have my dream job… that don’t require me to work on Saturday and no OT.

friendship

Last night my church sermon is about friendship.
A true friend is someone who pro actively rebuke you for your good.
A true friend is someone you can share anything with without filtering your words. You can be yourself in front of you true friends.

I have few close friends but only 2 that i’ve shared until the deepest me.
Not because i don’t trust the rest of my close friends, but these 2 are my closest. They were there for me when i were down.
They were ready to listen to me whenever i need someone to accompany me, to comfort me…
They are even closer to me than my family. They know more about me than my family.
I really appreciate them, and treasure to have them in my life. Those i can freely talk without filtering my words. They accept me whatever i am. I really thank God to have them in my life.

Since i came to Singapore, i have not find anyone else who can be as close to me as they are.
Even though my cell group mates also cannot. I just feel like i just like to talk to them about good things, about surface level. I don’t have interest to have a deeper friendship.
Friends are always around you, it’s just you need to find them. I find it difficult to find a friend that clique with me. Well, i can mingle with people and talk a lot with new friends but i feel that i’m not i am. Can i call those who ONLY look for me just when they need help a friend?
I have encountered my relative ignore me when i need help. That’s why i always try to depend on my self. This past few yrs i have tried to minimize the word ‘help’ came out from my mouth. I would like to do everything on my own. It’s my pride too helping me not to ask help from others.
Now i think that friend is only to have fun together. when come to the hard time, they don’t want to stay by your side again. They will avoid you. In hard time you can see who is your true friend.

How many true friends you have in your life?

argh!

I’m going crazy.
My mum always interrogates me about him every time she’s online with nonsense questions (mostly). Ya i know her motive is good, but I’m not a cry baby anymore that cannot think for my own sake. I know she just tries to show her care and concern toward me and my future. I know she wish i get the best. But i don’t like the way she interrogates me.
I am not blind. I can differentiate people too. I know who is good, and who is bad.
Just let me choose my own future.

realita

Saya belajar dari kesalahan masa lalu,
untuk tidak memiliki calon tunggal pasangan hidup, untuk tidak benar-benar tergila-gila pada satu orang saja.
Sehingga ketika dia pergi meninggalkan hati saya, saya tidak akan menjadi seseorang yang berjalan tanpa tau arah, seakan kehilangan sesuatu yang besar dalam hati saya.
namun ketika kita mempunyai beberapa calon, maka ketika seorang pergi meninggalkanmu, masih ada yang lainnya yang bisa mengambil alih tempatnya di hatimu.

Dalam memilih calon pun, kriteria saya sudah berubah.
Saya mencari seseorang yang aktif, bukan pasif.
yang dewasa, bukan kekanak-kanakan.
yang berpikir jauh kedepan, bukan hanya untuk masa sekarang.
tidak lagi berdasarkan perasaan, tetapi mulai sedikit rasional dan melihat realita.
seseorang yang menganggur dan malas tentu sudah dicoret dari awal,
seseorang yang menganggur tetapi giat mencari kerja juga bakal dikesampingkan.
intinya adalah penting memilih calon yang memiliki penghasilan tetap setiap bulannya.
tidak harus seseorang yang kaya raya atau berasal dari keluarga kaya yang merajai bisnis tertentu, tetapi cukuplah seseorang yang mampu menghidupi dirinya sendiri dan calon isteri nya kelak. Itu bukanlah matre, tapi realistis…

matre kalau orang itu harus dari keluarga kaya yang kekayaannya tidak habis 7 turunan.
matre kalau mengharapkan orang itu bukan keturunan ke 7 atau ke 8… karena kekayaannya akan habis dimasa itu.
matre kalau orang itu harus bekerja dengan penghasilan 5 digit USD setiap bulannya…

saya hanya menjadi seorang yang agak realistis.
tidak lagi hidup dalam indahnya dunia mimpi, yang dipenuhi pria-pria ganteng yang hanya bermodal mulut manis alias gombal, tetapi tidak bisa mewujudkannya.
dengan ini saya menolak tuduhan seorang teman saya yang bilang saya matre.

Holiday part 1 : I’m back to earth.

Finally i’m back on earth…
After a short holiday… well i call 11 days holiday is a short holiday!
I still want moreeeee… huhhuhuhu….

Anyway i need to come back to work tomorrow.
The good points is i have my “fasT” internet connection back. So that now i can blogging. I know you all miss me so much… haha…
Over there i cannot surf net! Not because i don’t have internet connection, but because the connection is so damn sloooowwww… like a snail. Then i also don’t have time to surf net at home.
I fulfill all my list to be eaten at hometown.. so you can imagine how much i put on weight.
But i only eat those food once a year when i go back hometown… so that gives me excuse.
Back to Singapore also means to start my diet again… sigh.

Unfortunately i didn’t take many photos at hometown.

Well well, i will share a little about my valentine this year…
No, i didn’t have a romantic valentine dinner with my crush… but i had gathering with my bestfriends. We met up for dinner to celebrate valentine and a little reunion dinner to remember our high school time…
5 of us.. and thank to Ndog who picked up us and sent us back home
Here are few pics i took…

christa & me
maya – me
me – petty
ndog – me – petty
ndog – christa – maya
5 of us…

What else i want to write here…
I got just enough ang bao… So i can’t treat u all ;p
I’ll write more about my holiday next time

Holiday!

Couple hours before i fly to hometown… so excited
Today i finish my shopping @ Chinatown… buy bak kwa…
Actually wanna buy LCG one, but out of stocks. So i must satisfied with bee cheng hiang.
Thanks to pichan that already accompany my shopping

Well, this entry should be my last update before i can update again after i fly back to Singapore.
I think i don’t have time to blog in hometown. But sure i’ll blog offline first.
So that if i got time to go online, i just can post it.

Today i went to Central Mall. My first time went there. I found it a nice place to shop, very spacious and not crowded, yet the things are also nice
I had dinner with pichan @ Pasta De Waraku. This is my second time eating @ Pasta de Waraku.
Here is my first review
That time i eat prawn spicy carbonara with pasta, this time i eat prawn and chicken penne..
The taste is quite nice… a bit too salty, but ok for me. The prawn is really fresh. i love prawns.
I can taste the milk in it, but it just nice. The portion looks small, but it’s quite filling. Not too full and not still hungry too. But can’t say it’s perfect.
It’s worth to try, i prefer this gratin than the pasta :p.

Then today i create few Valentine’s Day cards…. Since it almost Valentine’s Day, you can open it here at PTC Greetings. If you like, you can send it to your friends too for free. No need to register But i suggest you to register since it has more benefits for member. Registration is free!
Here is my favorite…
Well… i wish you a prosperous new year!
Happy Holiday!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

I managed to draw these 2 cute chibis….
a chinese boi and girl
Juz want to wish you a happy chinese new year, hope you have a successful and propserous new year ahead
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Don’t forget to send me the ‘red packets’

Digimon World Data Squad

Hi… finally 2 more days before i’m going back to hometown…
Here is an armax code for Digimon World Data Squad, a request from my bro…

Mastercode
90259d98 0c09670e

Max/Inf Money
2094D8F4 4CBEBC20

Digimon 1 Max/Inf HP
20a04fc4 461C3C00

Digimon 1 Current EXP 9999999 <– Level 99 in one battle
20a04fc8 4b18967f

All of Items <– Press Select to activate Use after you’ve loaded your game. If you activate it in the Items menu, exit the menu and go back and the items will all be there.
E003FFFE 00304b82
2030472C 000A0000
10304730 000002FD
10304734 000002FD
400A0000 02FD0001
00630001 00000001

Max Bits
76Z6-JPCR-7NTD8
QQDE-QNOG-D11UX

Max HP
JQKF-B3HN-CVMEY
NQDW-H102-M9JYB

Max MP
AUH2-PUH8-XQB7Z
5Y9C-VQH7-PPNZN

Max Skill Points
1WYP-E7HW-PFMME
Q4ZW-KF3H-YWGQM

Max Strength
UVPA-475A-EXMR8
V3QX-8KZ7-URDGU

Max Defense
YUW6-WGQG-7MQRH
DR4M-4N5E-3P9TN

Max Wisdom
DB4E-MM5J-0UZHH
3W2A-XFAK-CBV35

Max Spirit
RW8X-B10H-DZDTH
72Z2-H3DA-3ZR8T

Max Speed
KEJD-NAE7-0EFHK
WM9K-UFPK-CGFZE

Max Fire Resist
BW2E-CQKT-2265V
MEJH-RCEY-JPVAN

Max Ice Resist
NKNR-UYPK-6MG61
MYR3-H222-NEEH6

Max Thunder Resist
ADHA-W7UF-7WJF0
KAYQ-GWMF-0019Q

Max Darkness Resist
PAAZ-CGZ2-X4WPA
4CDF-P2R6-CEZVQ

Those are codes i found by googling.
Hope it can works.

digital perm vs rebonding

I wanna change my hairstyle….
No, i don’t want to cut it short. I want to do digital perm like this:

or
or

But i’m not sure whether it is suitable for me or not…
Or i just do rebonding then? But last year i already did,

this was after i did rebonding last year
haven’t washed it.
few weeks after rebonding.
few months after rebonding.

i’m quite bored with rebonded hair, cannot tie my hair also…
But i don’t dare to take risk to go perm.
Which one should i choose?
Straight is easy to manage, no need to wake up early, just comb with hand can already.
but permed hair, need to put gel, wake up early to arrange the curl, etc.
Help me choose pls….