sad.

It’s not gonna work… :,(
I hope i take the right decision.
To end all of this.

Finally can make few parts clear… but still not all…
I feel pain inside my heart just to say ’sorry’,
…to let the other party know what i mean.

problems

I feel like i face a big problem that is actually not belong to me. But i got the effect!
To see it in the positive way is … I have problems means i’m still alive. Thank God!
I have problems so that i can see how God’s miracle in my life. How I am going to solve this with God’s help. Then i can see more of His goodness in my life.
I have problems, means God still wants to work in me. To let me learn more about life, about how i’m going to solve it. He is still care about me.

To have a busy job means, i’m not jobless.
I still can earn money! If i’m not busy, maybe i’m no longer needed by the company and will be jobless soon.

Although i cannot solve my problem soon, i know the problem only can be solved slowly and take years…. but i know there will always have a hope. If i feel hopeless, means i say, “God, you also cannot help me anymore!”. But i know with God, all things are possible.
I don’t want to limit God.
When i realize i still have God, means i still can smile for tomorrow.

When i see other people, i can see that my problems are not as big as theirs. I should give thank.
… and i see that my God is bigger than the problem i have….
Then why i should worry about? Worrying won’t help me solve the problem though…
I just wish i can kick these problems away… T_T

I really neeedddd and want increment pls
or i need a bigger pay job. huhu.

EX-S10 Pict samples

More pics from my new camera Exilim EX-S10

More view from botanical garden

Nita’s Bday..

my shoes collection

I wanna present my shoes collection
Well in total i have 19 pairs of shoes + sandals…

In photos only can see 18 pairs. coz i forgot to include 1 pink kappa sandals. :p
This amount i think is average. I had few pairs i had thrown away… and few pairs at my hometown.
Basically i like white shoes… i dunno why but white suits me better than other color.
I love flats, but so far i only have one pair of comfortable flats.
I like to buy high heels but in fact i don’t really like to wear them. Among my friends, i’m quite tall.. usually taller than my friends, then if i go hang out with them, they don’t like me wear high heels coz will make them look shorter.. and i don’t feel comfortable to wear them when hang out with them. But everytime i see a nice pair of high heels i have tendency to buy them ;p
I don’t really have shoes for work, coz my workplace is quite free not so strict must wear formal. so actually i can wear slippers too!
Most of the shoes i bought are not comfy… so sad… make me want to buy a really comfy shoes.
Shoes that don’t bite me. But a comfy shoes usually worn out fast..

I wanna buy new comfy shoes….

Blogging Tips

My friend asked me long time ago how i back up my post in blogspot one…
If suddenly the blogger hang and all my post gone… i just be calm and simply import back from my back up…
Then i start searching inside blogger how how how can i back up!

and~

I found nothing. I cannot find how to back up. To export my posts as a file and save it in my computer and import back if got something happens.

So… I google it…
And i found a tip on someone else blog about back up your posts.
I think it’s working nicely for those who has post below 1000.
For those who has more than 1000 post will lag.

So.. how to back up?

Here is the formula:

http://blogname.blogspot.com/search?max-results=N

Put your blog name then put the max result… for example mine:
http://noturningpoint.blogspot.com/search?max-results=500

You can know your max-result from your dashboard.
Then you save the page.

But this you cannot import back to blogger…

You also can back up your comments and RSS feed.

http://blogname.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default?max-results=N

http://blogname.blogspot.com/feeds/comments/default?max-results=N

I feel this a bit troublesome.. so i decided to look for another blogging tools.
Then i create another account in wordpress.

Then i back up my post there by importing all the content from blogger to wordpress.
Just in case something happen to blogger, i still have my full contents in wordpress as back up.
In wordpress you can back up again your posts by exporting it into XML format and save it in your PC. Then you can export back to wordpress anytime you want.

The negative point of wordpress is…
I have not found the way to add in some advertisement links, change my layout totally(not using the default that they give), add another counter/tracking link.
Maybe i just haven’t found it yet.. Maybe wordpress has all those things, but i just explore it for one day only..

Anyone using wordpress? Can help me pls?
Thanks!

PS: My wordpress link

planning for holiday

I feel strange…
I consider myself as single again after few weeks lost contact with Mr X.
After quite sometime i’m angry with him and my self, i decide not to continue this.
Some part of me still hoping that he would contacted me first, but i received none.
I don’t understand him and sink in my worries…
What he wants by not contacting me? By not replying my emails, and msn or ym?
I’m tired of him, so let it end here.

I decided to end it after consulting with few close friends…
And all of them suggested me the same thing which is to end the relationship.
Even my forum friends also suggested the same thing.

I already give sometime.. but seems like i’m waiting for something that never exists.

——

I’m planning my holiday next year..
Hope i can save enough money to go holiday…
Actually i’m not into traveling… I prefer save the money and buy something else than use it to go holiday. But after i read few experiences from my forum friends, i’m interested to go to.
I decided my first trip will be Japan! And i plan to go on end of March-early April, or in October.
I hope when it’s near the date i don’t back off.
I’m a kind of person who excited in the first place, but after quite sometime i’ll lost my interest. :p
I’m still gathering information about Japan and i hope i can post my itinerary soon here
Now i’m looking for mates who want traveling together with me next year to Japan!

Anyone?

diet menu

Healthy Diet Menu ala Melisa

breakfast:
* 2 slices of bread/ 2 pao.
* 1 glass of low fat milk.

lunch:
* normal (mixed vege rice 1 meat 2 side/ 2 meat 1 side dish)
Please concern about the vitamins and nutrient contained in the food you eat. Make sure it contains enough nutrient needed by your body

dinner:
*fruits (papaya/banana/apple/grape)
*1 glass of low fat milk.

Do not take dinner 5 hours before sleeping.
If you sleep at 11pm, you are suggestible to take dinner before 6pm.

Do not take too many tidbits or snacks.

Do not skip meals, coz will affect digestion and caused constipation.
This won’t help you in losing weight.

Well, i hope i can follow my diet menu and lose my weight by 5-10 kgs in few months! =p

POCKY!

These days i love pocky especially the chocolate flavor…
Usually i like to buy the pizza flavor because i think the chocolate one will be too sweet for me…
But i see my roommate bought 2 chocolate pockys, then i decided to buy one too..
After i tasted it.. i like it.. and cannot stop eating! The sweetness just right for me… i don’t fancy sweet stuff…
So today i buy another 2 pockys to bring to office Once i eat the first stick, i just cannot stop eating it until i finish one box. ^_^

But my housemate ever brought me one pocky from China… the pocky tasted even nicer..
The chocolate is not outside the stick, but inside. The chocolate is more but the sweetness is just perfect! But i can’t find it here in Singapore. I think different country sure have different Pocky one

sample pic from Exilim EX-S10

Here is the sample…
i only post one.. coz i can’t capture a nice object quite busy with work and can’t find object on the way to work and on the way back home ;p
I’ll hunt for more pics next time

My new baby : Casio EX-S10

I bought this camera when i went to IT Show last thursday.
Actually my original plan was to buy Canon IXUS 950 that comes with free printer and $100 swensen voucher. But i found it quite bulky and i don’t really need the printer and voucher. Well i tend to buy things if it comes with attractive gifts. The sales person asked me whether i want to buy camera or the gifts?
Then i decide to move to Casio Exilim booth. Beside Canon, i also like casio exilim. The results of photo is clearer and sharper…
So here is my new baby

I bought blue color camera… i found the red color was not so red

The specs:

• 3X Optical Zoom
• Auto Shutter
• Anti Shake DSP
• 0.008-second Release Time Lag*2
• Data Storage
• YouTube™ CAPTURE MODE
• Wide 2.7-inch Super Clear LCD
• Face Detection
• 280-image Battery Life*3
• 36 BEST SHOT Scenes
  (25 that can be used for movie recording.)
• H.264 Movie

I find it quite handy, it’s slim and light.
I love it so much..